life

My life is so crazy and I do not take near enough time to reflect on the many blessings God has placed before me. Tonight I went to the wedding rehearsal for a dear friend of mine and afterwards we went out to eat and then back to her mom's house for pie and laughs. I had so much fun. Then back home to my family whom I love dearly. I always enjoy having a small break from my kids but miss them like crazy while I am away. I have been so busy doing what's necessary and needful that I have not taken time to smell the roses along the way. I have forgotten to find joy in my life in the midst of the piles of laundry, my crying newborn(who wants mommy and noone else),my 2 middle kids(who fight like cats and dogs most of the time). So I just want praise God right now for entrusting me with such an awesome responsibility. I know my little Chloe will grow up way too fast just as my other children are and I will miss these days and wish I could bring them back. Lord, fill me with JOY!