It has been such a long time since I blogged last. A new baby and a new home have been taking up my time since 2013. It has been a very long two years- full of many blessings and many heartaches. That is how life is. Some days it seems like the rain won't end and then the sun breaks through and gives you the strength to go on and lift up your head. I heard a pastor say once that  you are either going into a valley, in a valley or coming out of one. Those are very true words. There are days I feel like my faith can move a mountain and other days it wouldn't budge a tiny rock. Life is HARD and no one tells you this. Being a mother and wife is HARD. I pray and cry and still feel no relief. I just don't know what to do anymore except to rest in him. In him I will make it through one day at a time.